my beautiful brother Chris died on February 21, 2012.
i blog here to stay sane. i howl to thee, internets.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
I just feel really sad right now
Played 52 times
remembering in gratitude, grief, and sweetness on the third anniversary of your passing, braedon.
I miss you
Virtually no signs of an internalized mourning.
This is the fulfillment of absolute internalization. All judicious societies, however, have prescribed and codified the externalization of mourning.
Uneasiness of ours insofar as it denies mourning.
Roland Barthes, Mourning Diary (via gloomy-planets)
Whether we will their return or not
the dead keep coming back to us
You hold an absence
at your center,
as if it were a life.
Richard Brostoff, from “Grief” (via proustitute)
(Source: Spotify)
your 14 month anniversary
fruit tree, fruit tree
no one knows you but the rain and the air
don’t you worry, they’ll stand and stare when you’re gone.
I have just written to request to write to Nick Drake’s sister.
Everyone is somebody’s baby.
