my beautiful brother Chris died on February 21, 2012.
i blog here to stay sane. i howl to thee, internets.
Thank you. I can’t access any of the free services, like grief counselling, till September, because I moved back to my home province to be closer to my parents, and I have to wait out the three month waiting period to get provincial health care here. I’m trying to hold on. Lately I seem to be feeling worse, and I feel like I’ve used up the compassion of those around me. I imagine this will get easier; right now it just doesn’t feel like it will.